Wednesday, February 25, 2015

My Insanity Review

So plenty of you have seen and heard of Insanity right?

In October I decided that I was going to do it and I started it in November.  I was very intimidated to start it because it just looks so hard, but my sister was there for me to convince me I could do it.   She told me "If I can do it, you can."  It was a pretty convincing argument and pretty much sealed the deal for me especially because I am competitive, and had always been the more aggressive athlete when we were growing up.  So this my insane story.  haha.

1.  Month One in review:  The first month is six weeks and includes five DVD's  each average to be 40mins. The first three days are madness and you want to die, I was literally crying and working out at the same time, the crying probably made it harder but I couldn't help it, I literally felt like I couldn't do it (but I did it anyway).  There is a newness to the first week which makes it exciting but then you get to week two and you realize you have to do the whole thing all over again and that makes you want to cryyy more.  I would say the mental battle is the hardest part, I just decided to do it one day at a time, one exercise at a time not focusing on anything else but the task at hand.  I also had to stop all the time while doing this workout.  Even when I finished the whole program and went back to month one I still could not get through Pure Cardio without stopping.  All the people in the videos stop too though so my recommendation is just to make sure your safe and know your limits because I don't think anyone can do it without stopping.  I did not lose any weight in month .

2.  Month Two in review:  The second month is four weeks and the DVD's are an hour long. The first two days make you feel like you did the first two days of month one.  The exercises in month 2 are compounded with other moves and it makes it harder.  One of the best things about month 2 is that you don't have to do anymore "mountain climbers", I hate those things.  Once you get over the increase in time though month two is not so bad and you start to see some results so that is exciting and motivating.  All the weight I lost was lost during this second month.  Suddenly everything seemed worth it.  Some workouts had me in such an extreme state of exhaustion I couldn't even talk, maybe I was giving myself a stroke but hey, I'm sure they don't call it Insanity for nothing.

3.  My struggles:  Just as a warning this section is filled with post partum info.  Skip to #4 if it is TMI for you.  I'm sure my mom friends would appreciate the info though so mom friends, read on. My pelvic floor!  After having two kids I really had to suck it in, if you know what I mean, and that was tough!  All that jumping and stuff, whew.  I have definitely got a lot stronger because now don't have to think about holding it in anymore (or as much) but in the beginning this was very hard. It probably was unsafe.  I don't know how some women do stuff like this a few months postpartum.  I started this program after a year after having Brent.  If I had any more kids I would probably not be able to do this program. This program is so extreme it will make you pee yourself a little during a workout.

My diastasis recti, or seperation of the ab muscles, was another weakness of mine.  Another problem resulting from bringing two children into the world my muscles were not only weak they were separated, not bad, probably 2.5 finger widths wide going from the tip of my sternum to a little below my belly button.  I had done a lot of research into this trying to make sure I kept it safe and I didn't make the separation bigger  and they were all like "never do planks, pushups, C-sit positions, blah blah blah." and I realized "oh crap, that's like half of the stuff in these workouts!"  So I modified my workouts until I felt like my guts weren't going to come spilling out my stomach anymore and I could actually hold it in. Today I just checked myself and I am proud to say that I only have a half a finger width in between my abs!!!!!!! YAY!  How about I finish it off and seal these suckers closed huh? *future goal* Guess I'm not done working out (not that I was going to quit anyway.) p.s here is a cool video of diastasis recti.!!

My knees, ankles, shoulders, wrists.  They have all hurt at one point or another.  I have had problems with my knees ever since running and working out like a crazy person in Rexburg.  This is where 90% of my pain is originates.  One thing that has helped is getting some new crosstrainers.  It makes you more agile while doing multidirectional movement rather than twisting your ankle in running shoes (that happened too.)

4. My victories: I am so proud I finished this program!  My resting heart rate is now 59bpm which it used to be in the 90's.   I lost 8lbs.   It will certainly whip you into shape

So here are my before and after pics. And just for the record I am not pushing out and then sucking in or flexing.  This is at neutral belly (is that even a thing? haha)


I am still not done with my fitness journey and I am four weeks into Body Beast right now.  That will be exciting to add that picture to these ones.


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Thursday, December 11, 2014

a random picture

Here is a picture from last december when I had Brent.  Ellie is trying to help him talk on the cell.  She looks so young here wow. 

Neither of my kids slept last night they took turns waking up every three hours.  what is this madness? 

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

This is my son

here we go... picture time.  I'm not getting too crazy just putting one picture on here.  Here is Brent as we were putting up the lights on the tree the other day.  his hair sticks straight up all the time and I love that. he is also obsessed with anything electrical and has already pulled our christmas tree over.  Ellie was not amused, she got pretty ticked off actually.  haha.  I wonder how many times he is going to pull the tree over before christmas actually comes (it's a small tree.)  He also took his first steps the other day.  This boy is going to be walking soon!

Monday, December 8, 2014

Lets keep in touch

So it may seem like I am MIA.  I'm not really I just have a lot of stuff I am working on.  Somebody is getting a home made doll house for christmas!! What!  I promise I will take pictures. I wanted to write this telling you guys if you want to see what I am doing more recently then follow me on instagram.  My username is behindthebokeh I get on there a lot more than the blog.  I still want to keep in touch but it's so hard to get on here.

And speaking of social media I've also been debating about deleting my Facebook.  Facebook has turned into a big garbage hole time waster, not that it wasn't before but in 2005 it was a lot different than what it is now.   I feel like all facebook is now is just a bunch of spam, forwards, brags, and hates.  And 99% of the stuff on there is from people who are are not really my friends.  The only thing preventing me from deleting it is the contacts I have on there.  But I still find myself logging on (why? idk), and after my little facebook fix I find myself feeling worse than when I started.  So my goal for the past while is to only log on to facebook once a week and I have been doing good but I would love to make that once a month, or never (haha).  Realistically though, once a month should be about good.

So long story short if you want to find me I'll be on Instagram, I'll try to be a little better about this blog thing too but that will be few far in between.  Or just call me, text me, or hang out with me in real life and we can catch up, have a play date, make christmas cookies or something.

ciao!

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Long time no see... (Video update)

Hi world,
It's been a long time.
There's been someone else, actually there is two someone else's.
My beautiful, sweet kids.

So if pictures are worth a thousand words than a video is worth a zillion times more than that.  Enjoy!

Here we are at the beach, this is actually a compilation of several beach trips put together.  Some highlights, playing in the waves, the rides and dancing at the boardwalk, and just hanging out.

And around the house...










Sorry for my annoying baby voice in this one








Songs


I love this song, and this song.



Saturday, April 26, 2014

More mature than most

Some say that my son is more mature than most.  I happen to agree.